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如果所信仰的是真實存在的?

如果所信仰的是真實存在的?

如果可以

請把我從這裡抽離

痛苦比快樂來的更真實

也大太多了

我好累好累好累

什麼時候才能夠解脫?

我不想呼吸著空氣卻只感到憤怒與恨意

發自內心的笑容在哪裡?

我知道掛在自己臉上的笑容假好久了

更開始不懂這樣呼吸的意義在哪裡

單純的快樂是什麼?

這幾個字在我童年結束時也跟著死了












什麼時候才能換我真的死了。

Chest to chest
心胸相觸
Nose to nose
鼻息相聞 
Palm to palm
兩掌相合
We were always just that close
你我曾如此親近
Wrist to wrist 
手腕相攜
Toe to toe
足尖相抵
Lips that felt just like the inside of a rose
雙唇像置於玫瑰花瓣中
So how come when I reach out by lovechiucc my finger
但為何我伸出雙手
It feels like more than distance between us
卻感覺我們距離遙遠

In this California king bed
在加州大床上
We're 10,000 miles apart
我們相隔千里
I've been Californiaby lovechiucc wishing on these stars
曾望加州夜幕繁星許願
For your heart for me
為我所愛的
My California king
我的加州之王

Eye to eye
四眼相對
Cheek to cheek
臉脥相貼
Side by side
依肩相偎
You were sleeping next to me
曾是我的枕邊人
Arm in arm
互擁相挽
Dusk to dawn
暮至晨
With the curtains drawn
隨著帷幔移開
And a little last night on these sheets
床上還留有昨夜氣息

So how come when I reach out my finger
但為何我伸出雙手
It feels like more by lovechiucc than distance between us
卻感覺我們距離遙遠

In this California king bed
在加州大床上
We're 10,000 miles apart
我們相隔千里
I've been California wishing on these stars
曾望加州夜幕繁星許願
For your heart for me
為我所愛的
My California king 
我的加州之王


Just when I felt like giving up on us
就當我要放棄彼此
You turned around and gave me one last touch
你轉過身 將我挽留
That made everything feel better
所有事情更進一步地好轉
And even then my eyes by lovechiucc got wetter
就算我雙眼已濕潤
So confused wanna ask you if you love me
困惑地想知道你是否愛我
But I don't wanna seem so weak
但不想如此軟弱
Maybe I've been California dreaming
也許我還在那加州美夢中
In this California king bed
在加州大床上
We're 10,000 miles apart
我們相隔千里
I've been California wishing on these stars
曾望加州夜幕繁星許願
For your heart by lovechiucc for me
為我所愛的
My California king *2
我的加州之王


In this California king bed
在加州大床上
We're 10,000 miles apart
我們相隔千里
I've been California wishing on these stars
曾望加州夜幕繁星許願
For your heart for me
為我所愛的
My California king
我的加州之王